Thursday, July 2, 2009
It's been while since I blog.
Now going to blog a little something.
Someone have been telling me to blog again and again XD
The silly you make me laugh
The happy you make me smile
The sad you make me want to joke
The mad you make me scared
The emotionless you make me confuse
The crying you make me panic
The childish you make me feel killing you (just joking)
The talking you make me feel like i'm close to you
The sleeping you make me want to sleep with you (girls only)
The far away you make me want to chase you
The serious you make me afraid
The quiet you make me want to make you talk
This is how I really feel about you.
There's something I also need to tell.
You do not need to trust me because the truth is I also didn't trust you.
More straight abit, I didn't trust anyone.
Sometimes I'm annoying because I feel upset.
The quiet me you won't like.
I've change alot than you think.
So don't think that I'm still the Avril that you know.
That's what I need to say.
Till the next time I blog ^^
†DoRy†
| a simple day. 5:11 AM
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Thursday, April 23, 2009
You are like someone I knew decades ago.
But I just knew you years ago
Your smile always cheers me up
No matter where we are
In cyber world
Or when we go out together
Your smile makes me smile every time
And every where
You always get bullied all the time
But you never ever complain
Is “he” the one who told you not to scold me?
Is “he”?
Why do you have to do that?
No matter what I did to you
You always keep quiet
Do you hate me that much?
You do right?
Why don’t you hit me back?
Scold me back?
Why do you always want to make me smile?
Whenever I’m sad
Why do you do things that you don’t have to?
All this is making me crazy
Making me guilty
Is it “his” fault?
Or what
You don’t have to do this
Do you know that?
Just be yourself
Scold me whenever you want
Hit me too
I won’t be angry with you
Put me aside
I also won’t be angry
You can take revenge on me
Whatever I did to you
I still won’t be angry
What I did to you
I can never pay back
I don’t wish to hurt you physically anymore
When we fight
You patch our friendship back again
And again
I don’t want this
How I could wish that our friendship could not last
How I could wish that I could just leave it all the way
Before we met each other
JUST ANGRY WITH ME AND END ALL OUR FRIENDSHIP CAN YOU?!?!?!
†DoRy†
| a simple day. 3:24 AM
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
11 lessons to be learn. C= Try it. And be happy for yourself.
Lesson 1:
Whenever you say yourself negative things, kill yourself.
Lesson 2:
Don’t care about what other says about you, just be yourself.
Lesson 3:
What ever you do, think twice.
Lesson 4:
Want someone to like you? BE YOURSELF!!
Lesson 5:
Be brave to see the results. (Whatever results it can be)
Lesson 6:
Don’t be too horny. (like KAH HUI).
Lesson 7:
Say your feelings about others if you are unable to bear with it anymore.
Lesson 8:
You have friends all around you. But you do not know.
Lesson 9:
What ever you do, you have to do it yourself. Don’t pull other down the river and drown them.
Lesson 10:
Before commenting others, comment yourself first.
Lesson 11:
Besides condemning others, why not try to praise them, forgive and forget them?
Think about yourself.
Self confidence is the point of all this.
Signing Off NOW!!!!!
†DoRy†
| a simple day. 7:20 PM
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Saturday, April 18, 2009
You're the one,
Who add colours to my life.
You do not know that,
but you do add colours to my life.
My world is black and white,
you choose many colours,
just to make my world more colourful.
I'm like a black and white drawing,
on a piece of paper.
You are like colour pencils,
that colour up my drawing.
I don't know why I feel colourful,
only with you.
Maybe I feel save because you are the closest to me,
you make me laugh truely when I'm with you.
Don't ever say those words again,
it hurts alot.
I can't say it out my feelings.
This are my true feelings about you.
Really..
Just that I don't know how to say it infront of you.
Just have to do this.
You made me come out of my shell,
When I'm with you.
Do you know? Who are you?
That give me colours?
If you know that I'm talking about you,
listen to me.
I don't feel that you are out,
you are my colour pencils,
my light.
Feel free~ To tell me everything~~
I like it when you talk to me.. ^.^V
I'm here. For you. Always... ^.^V
†DoRy†
| a simple day. 4:39 AM
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Sunday, April 5, 2009
After a long while I decided to blog again.
If you don’t know, I’m all busy in my school work and have no much time to blog.
So before the beginning of my topic I want to congrats SO for getting a gold.
Hehe..
So let’s begin with the topic BARH!!
When a human born, all come from same faces. When human started growing up, their face will change to pretty, handsome, normal and ugly.
Many human see themselves as ugly when they are really pretty.
Many of them see themselves as pretty when they are really dam ugly.
What I mean?
I meant that Humans that see themselves as ugly really have a pretty heart.
A kind heart.
Those who see themselves as pretty/handsome? Urgg.. Don’t say it man.. You really have a evil and black heart.
Well why? (I meant no harm)
Because people who see themselves pretty/handsome seems to criticise people who are ugly and all because of their faces.
Why not try to see their inside but not their looks?
I won’t say those who are ugly but having a evil heart because I know what are your feelings.
If you think you are pretty or handsome?
Think about it again.
Are you really pretty or handsome?
Or just the looks?
If you go just for the looks.
I can’t say you because is your choice not my choice. =D
SEE YA AGAIN!!
†DoRy†
| a simple day. 7:38 PM
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Sunday, March 1, 2009
Saturday night..
The last day of febuary..
Went to 201 to eat dinner with Kaii, HuiHui jiejie, HuiHui jiejie's baby and husband.
(Sorry FluffFluff.. Is Teamans not Teamoons =.=")
Well we all went to the coffee shop near the basketball court..
HuiHui jiejie order western food.. Chicken chop..
Same as her husband..
Then Kaii order Fishball noodles..
Me?
Pathetic eating sandwich (because of my ulcer).. So poor thing right? T_T
Then I go play with teamans.. His nose were so small so tiny..
Then I want play his nose..
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OUCH!!!!!
TEAMANS PUNCH ME!!!
Well is so rare that a baby can punch so hard..
Everybody laugh like OMG!!
XD....
Nothing as for today.. 2 March Monday..
Boring as usual..
Stomach pain like hell =.="
(Eat too much watermelon le)
Thats all..
OhOh!! We learn this during chemistry SO KAWAII the song..
Stay tune XD
†DoRy†
| a simple day. 11:06 PM
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I scared of being alone...
Everytime you don't answer me i felt lonely...
Angry..
Sad..
Is like..
When I call you..
The room becomes dark..
And you just walk away..
The feeling is so not confortable..
Everytime I call you..
You look away..
Didn't answer me..
I feel angry thats way..
I scared being alone..
Please..
Answer me when I call you..
Don't just look away..
I'll try to call you louder..
But just don't hate me cause I kept calling you..
I just don't want to be alone..
†DoRy†
| a simple day. 6:34 AM
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